In the fall of 2001 I was in New Mexico and before catching the plane home back east, I stopped at a flea market outside of Albuquerque and bought a Navaho tapestry for my son as a gift. The tapestry is a image of a silhouette of a coyote sitting on a rock in the desert with mountains and cacti in the background - a rising moon resting between two snow-capped mountains.
The coyote silhouette is a right profile, ears to the left and an open mouth pointing skyward, howling at the moon. Looking at in another way, the silhouette is facing forward with two pointed ears sticking up and the mouth closed facing to the left. In essence, the mouth and ears alternate in position. Is the coyote looking left, behind him with closed mouth or looking upward with open mouth, howling mournfully at the moon?
Twelve years later the tapestry now hangs in my living room - southwestern not being my son's choice for his apartment decor. Looking at it this morning, I realized that today is September 11th - a beautiful, clear day like 9/11 - twelve years ago - but hot, not crisp as it was then. It's 9:00 a.m. - about the same time the planes hit the twin towers and for the first time since 1941 our country was under attack. Thousands of people lost.
Everything changed that day.
As a country we were shaken. People in New York - looking for their friends and family with signs and pictures of their loved ones - holding them up for the T.V. cameras in hopes someone had seen the person. Heroes at the Pentagon saving co-workers. Heroes on the 3rd plane headed for the White House - thwarting the terrorist by diverting the plane to Pennsylvania. So, so brave and so, so sad.
Remembering. I feel a lot like the coyote - looking back - looking up.